YOU TUBE PARODY!! AND WEEZER!!

Wow... Weezer's new song "Pork and Beans"
Watch the video... it is chock full of parodies of YouTube videos...
chris Crocker.. Shoes.. Mentos and Coke.. Miss South Carolina.. and many more!

Fun Pictures for you

Oo.. creepy poster.. but i love it.. poor Heath Ledger.. :(



Mixing a Bus and a Cat...


Tengo El Sol on deviantART



The Most Strange and Wonderful Bus Stops.. check them out.. I prettttttty much like them all..

Our Song..

"Patience" Guns and Roses

Kevin and my song...
We were driving and I had just dreamily mentioned that we needed a song...
And then this one came on.. he turned it up.. I had never heard it before.. and he said "Listen to this. This should be our song."

And it so totally makes sense...
Me having to leave for the entire summer... 2 1/2 months..

"Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience"

It is crazy.. Never before had I been able to spend soooo much time with a person and not get bored with them.. or frustrated..
Though i have felt the sadness... the good times and the chill mellow times are amazing.. When he holds me I feel like we are the only two in the world.. everything else just disappears.. the world stops for that moment..
Falling alseep in each others arms with the tv continuing on without us and waking up next to each other.. when we are with others-when we catch each others eyes and just KNOW-SO intense and i cannot wait until we are alone.. Or just walking down the road or in a store and he slips his hand in mine or around my waist and that smile that wont go away escapes to my lips
He really does care. He is alive in all the ways a person can be alive.
I have all these memories.. when i think back on them i cannot stop smiling.. Little marshmellow moments that i will remember forever.
I feel as though when he is at work i just piddle away the hours until he is done and we are together again.
its like i just wanna turn up some music and dance forever....or lay in the grass with him for awhile...its something I can't ever explain...it just is... we just are

Loves makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." - Zora Neale Hurston

More Music!

Okay.
So I am looking for fun new songs.
I have found a few .. though they all seem so.. mmm


"I Miss You" incubus

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
...You do something to me that I can't explain...

Yes.
As sad as this song is.. this is the song that comes to my head when i think about Kevin and I.



"Love you Madly" CAKE!!!!!!!!

I don't want to wonder
If this is a blunder
I don't want to worry whether
We're GOING TO stay together
'Till we die
...I want to love you madly
I want to love you now

>And i really do not want to think about it.. or worry.. or doubt it.. i just want to live it..



"Wolves (Song of the Shepard's Dog)" Iron & Wine

Need I explain why I like this song?? Just listen to it.. Iron & Wine is my loverly chill beautiful imagery music..


"Comedown" Bush

cause i don't want to come back down from this cloud
it's taken me all this time to find out what i need yeah

Yea.. I can pretty much relate.. It has taken me all this time to get up to this cloud I am on.. and i do NOT want to come back down...

there are more... but I think i need to go now.

...Okay hold up.. one more pretty song..

"Letting the Cables Sleep" Bush
the song is about one of Gavin's friends. He was contracted with HIV, and he didn't have long to live, but he was so ashamed to tell all his friends, and he didn't tell them until he was pretty much at his worst.

THATS WHAT SHE SAID!

http://boinkology.com/2008/05/16/thats-what-she-said-no-time-but-she-said-it/

By the way...
MY FAVORITE SHOW EVER!!
Click on the link and you will find the ultimate clip..
tiimeless..classic.. "thats what she said" moments..

update-ish..

Wow,,
It has been quite some time my friends!
My computer.. I gave it up to my mom so that she could piddle around on the computer doing nonsense while in Augusta.
My car.. I gave it up to my little brother so he could patrol around Alabama visiting his friends.

Meanwhile.. I have been emersing myself even more in this life that I have made for myself over here.
The ride just never seems to end.. nor slow down..

I feel almost as thouogh I am playing with fire though... It is so strange. so different. so dangerous. so mysterious. so new and wonderful.

I spent the past 3 nights at the Downtown Pub with Kevin and various other poeple who popped in and out throughout the night. I love it. Seriously.. Just sitting around being silly.. playing darts.. dancing to the music.. hiding in the booths.. stealing sips of peoples drinks..

We went camping also.. Kevin and Daniel and Ben and I.. I had no idea what I was getting myself into but I am so glad that I went! The boys drank a lot.. we walked around the mounds.. hid from the cops/patrolmen.. gazed at the halo around the moon.. contemplated tipping the cows that were mooing like no other.. and Kevin made me sleep in the car with him because the other two were oWAY too drunk to sleep anywhere near them.

I pulled another all nighter.. Ben and Daniel and Kevin came over after the bars closed on Friday.. We made mac and cheese.. played N64.. and sat around goofing off, dedicating music to each other, playing truth or dare until they left and Kevin and I passed out on the floor with the music still going

I can feel the end of it is near. Tuesday Kevin and maybe a couple others are taking me back to Monroeville and then Emily will pick me up the next day and we are off to North Carolina.

Meanwhile I am caught up in the whirlwind of emotions, memories and sweet escapes.
So many associations.. so many memories already.. from these past week/s
Tool, Bush, NIN, Cigarrettes, Jack and Cokes, Run and Cokes, Hobby Lobby, Donut Tires, Boondock Saints, All nighters, random pasta dishes, Sweeney Todd, Hookah, Bidis, camping and sleeping in a car, Moundville, LAST CALL!, darts, pool, bowling, the Office, Skittles...

And i wonder... What makes them think of me?
What things remind YOU of ME?
what memories have i left behind...?

More fun stuff

pretty crazy stairs.. i think i would not make it up those..


Here is a game to play!
INFECTED!
Apparanlty, one player draws a "disease" card and then enacts the symptoms/description of the disease. The other players then get to guess what affliction it is. Kind of like charades, but with illnesses!

Gemini...THATS ME!

Who is fond of life and jest and pleasure?
Who vacillates and changes ever?
Who loves attention without measure?
—Why Gemini!

Yes.. I am a Gemini..
:) and i loves it

From www.elore.com
"Geminis are bright, witty, entertaining and rarely get deeply absorbed in any one task. There are just too many things to do and know, and so many new people to meet. They prefer to skim the surface of many things, then to get deeply involved in one interest. If they do become drawn into something, they always feel they are missing out. It will always be what they aren't doing, or don't have, or the people they haven't met that intrigue them the most."

so true... (I am sorry that i lose interest so quickly...)
"Geminis probably make better friends than they do lovers. They are entertaining companions and are more intrigued by the idea of love than the actual day to day involvement. Remember, what intrigues a Gemini is the unknown. Once something is familiar as an old pair of socks, the interest wears thin and the need for new worlds to investigate grows strong again. Geminis are fickle. This is not intentional, it is their basic nature to be so. Life seems too short a span to get very serious about anything for a Gemini. So, in love as in life, intensity of feeling is always fleeting. It is, while it is!"


AND then..
Positive Traits

• Adaptable and versatile
• Communicative and witty
• Intellectual and eloquent
• Youthful and lively

Negative Traits

• Nervous and tense
• Superficial and inconsistent
• Cunning and inquisitive

Gemini Likes: talking, novelty, variety, anything unusual and working on multiple projects at the same time.

Gemini Dislikes: being alone, being in a rut, mental inaction, conventional learning and feeling tied down.

in the air tonight...

This is another song that has been going through my head..
its so.. i love the synthesizer..
good memories with this song too...

a song for you..

Anyone out there?

Here is a song for you...


please dont give up on me..

ohh yeaaaA
I graduated today.. by the way..

The gowns we had to wear reminded me of Harry Potter. it was fun to imagine myself at Hogwarts rather than where i was
so i texted people and became transfixed by the sign language interpreter the whole time..
and i totally forgot how frustrating it can be to be with my family...


anyway..
no more school :(

Do's and Dont's for baby...

Dos and Dont's for Baby...

song for the moment

By the way.. .my new favorite song.. for the moment..

I heard it in the car today.. CRACKED UP!!
found it on YouTube and cracked up yet again!!
SUCH a fabulous array of people.. of styles.. i want to be at that party...

Touch that dial - turn me on
Start me like a motor, make me run
Lovin every minute of it

Roadway Relationships..

By the way..
I love those little relationships you build with your fellow highway drivers...
you know the ones..
the ones that you keep passing.. then they pass you... then they wave or catch your eye.. then you nod back.. and you look out for them when they need to get into your lane.. they help you get into their lane.. you pass by again.. laugh.. HAHA!.. they zoom forward.. soon enough they slow down so that you can "be together" again.. and on and on it goes..
Until..
the friendship ends
and they get off at their exit
I feel so abandoned.. tempted to follow them, but i know it will not be the same.. it may border onto the creepy line..
it was just so much fun to play tag.. to tease.. to share that moment with some stranger..
I feel so empty when they leave though..
until i find me next catch.. Hook line and sinker.. :]
here we go again!

yes
i am a slave to my phone
it determines my mood
if i get a text then i am soaring high
hopeful for any potential meeting

I have this problem you see
I can't call and invite people over
So many things go through my head
I see
them having fun with friends
not wanting to ditch them to talk to me
i imagine
them sighing when they see my name on their phone
saying to themselves, "I guess I have to answer this"
i fear
that hesitant pause as i ask them what they are doing
"wellll..." and i know my wish will not be fulfilled

I do though
i do think all of that and more
It is a huge step.. a very scary thing to make that call
How do you invite people over?
It is such an easy concept.. why is it so hard?
I fear the rejection.. i fear what they will think, "ooohhh man... why is she calling again?"... i fear that awkward toying around the subject-trying to see if they are free-if they are with anyone-if they are even free to visit me.. and then there is the "do they WANT to hang out with me?"

all i ask
is this last week
please
dont give up on me
please
call me text me hold me visit me hug me play with me hookah with me cook with me walk with me snuggle with me
seriously
that is what i want
a snuggle buddy.
anyone interested?

=(

do you realize how much time i spend on you?
thinking..
thinking.. who you are with
wondering.. would you leave them to come visit me
hoping.. would you invite me to where you are
dreaming.. would you hold me tonight
wishing.. we could be together tonight
wanting you
and so i wait
phone clutched close
and so i wait
for the magical music that lets me know you care
and so i wait
hoping we have a chance
and so i remember
those nights we had together
and so i remember
the laughter we shared
and so i remember
how i feel when i am with you
and i wait
checking my phone..
hoping for some sign
nothing
and so i wonder
what did i do?
and so i wonder
why don't you want me?
and so i wonder
why i waited
and so i cry
wishing you were here to hold me
and so i cry
knowing that i wont have you
and so i cry
still clutching the phone close to me
and i wait

The best nights tend to be followed by the most lonely day... and night... ever...

song for the moment

ooohhh.. and by the way...
the song that keeps plating in my head"

Love Song- 311

:] Just what i needed..

Ok scratch that last post.
No more saddies :]
I WENT to that Beetles party and rOCkEd out!!
Thennnnnnnnnn my new friend saved me.. I had the most wonderful time at this new party i went to... very laid back.. fun.. REAL people.. yea sure they were drinking.. but not CRAZY drunk by any means. We had the fire roasting in the back.. jams floating all around.. the sky was slightly lit up in an eerie blue-grey color that is not usually seen at 3 in the morning..
I stayed there
I stayed there ALL NIGHT...
until 9:30 am really.
From about 4 until 9:30 it was simply Kevin and Daniel and I just blabbering around.. moving from the bed to the couch .. watching tv.. talking.. trying to sleep.. talking about pancakes .. listening to the rain splatter against the roof all night-very soothing and calming sound.. seeing the flashes of lightning light up the room like a strobe light followed by the deep roll of thunder..
soo much fun.
that is the kind of night i was looking for.
Beautiful people.. slightly a tad older.. but not much.. so they have gone through their super crazy phase.. much more down to earth and real conversations..
:]
;]
wonderful

blah blah

AHRg
i hate this
Every weekend.
same thing.
7..8..9.. no one.
nothing.
I hear bits and pieces of things that are going on around town.
but no real invitations. No one asking me to come.
I dont even know where these places are.
As outgoing as i may seem.. i could never bring myself to go to one of those parties alone.
So i sit here and marinade in my lonesome thoughts
I close my eyes and drift away to the music
but all that comes to my head are images of my friends
having fun
laughing
dancing
chillin
whatver..
they are together
they are having fun
they have that human connection
they have all of that
I just have my music to keep me company
it isn't enough

as incredibly silly or sappy or dumb as it sounds, some of the songs i hear speak to me..
at the moment..
Vendetta red - Silhouette Serenade


Live- Lightning Crashes


.......and more... but i cant think straight at the moment..

what what?

So..
N64 and Hookah..
WONDERFUL ways to spend time with friends..
groovin with the music in the background.. bonding.. feeling fun.. fighting it out on the tv.. freshly made cookies, brownies, cupcakes, muffins, etc. strewn out on the table for anyone to take at their leisure..



Popsicles and pink lemonade for summer fun



Bubbles and glitter and dresses for playing on the luscious green grassy Quad, letting the warm sun wrap its arms around me



Magical Dragon Tears that i carry around with me to pass out to others.. expand their minds with the concept and the taste.. dragon tears, as we all know, turn into jellybeans




Skittles.. taste the rainbow.. When you say SKITTLES.. your mouth turns up in a smile :)
That
is why i pass out the skittles..


Oh...
and by the way...
I love who i am when i am with you..
i love the way you make me feel..
please dont give up on me.
you make me feel alive again..

blow your mind!

BE CAREFUL this messes with your eyeballs..