its nice to have another staff...

ME and my photobooth.. playing around... this is my drinking smile.. apparantly..

I TOTALLY broke down yesterday.. Cried in front of the kids..
It was supposed to be "work time" and the kids were very defiant and saying it was gay and stupid and all this stuff.
A lot of little things had piled up throughout the day.. I had enough.. .
2 of the kids already left the group, saying "F-- this sh--" and the others were arguing with me
I cried..
I said, "I'm taking a 5.. you all know what you need to do. I dont care what you do.. I am NOT arguing anymore. I dont want to hear it.."
I went off the side and cried.. while one of the campers was bugging me, being rude, saying he had no idea why i was freaking out and acting all crazy.
I kept repeating.. "I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU DO. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO DO. I AM NOT ARGUNG."
thankfully. they all banded together and did some work.. creating a little teepee to house firewood. 2 of them still were unwilling to help, but brought their guitars down and provided music.
I was proud and happy that they were at least able to work together.. DESPITE the fact that i had to break down in order for them to come together..
Thomas came in today to help.. so i got a shower...a nice long warm shower.. i got to run to the store for some errands to pick up goodies for other counselors.. got to feel the warmth of the sunshine... pick up some bidis...
AND... there apparently is a music festival October 10,11 or so.. Loki festival.. JP and i are planning/hoping to hop out there... I just need someone to take over for one day.. switch days with me... then we are golden to go.. but CAKE is going to be therE~!!!


my boys playing with photobooth

MY JOKER!!
Soo...