Our Song..

"Patience" Guns and Roses

Kevin and my song...
We were driving and I had just dreamily mentioned that we needed a song...
And then this one came on.. he turned it up.. I had never heard it before.. and he said "Listen to this. This should be our song."

And it so totally makes sense...
Me having to leave for the entire summer... 2 1/2 months..

"Sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience"

It is crazy.. Never before had I been able to spend soooo much time with a person and not get bored with them.. or frustrated..
Though i have felt the sadness... the good times and the chill mellow times are amazing.. When he holds me I feel like we are the only two in the world.. everything else just disappears.. the world stops for that moment..
Falling alseep in each others arms with the tv continuing on without us and waking up next to each other.. when we are with others-when we catch each others eyes and just KNOW-SO intense and i cannot wait until we are alone.. Or just walking down the road or in a store and he slips his hand in mine or around my waist and that smile that wont go away escapes to my lips
He really does care. He is alive in all the ways a person can be alive.
I have all these memories.. when i think back on them i cannot stop smiling.. Little marshmellow moments that i will remember forever.
I feel as though when he is at work i just piddle away the hours until he is done and we are together again.
its like i just wanna turn up some music and dance forever....or lay in the grass with him for awhile...its something I can't ever explain...it just is... we just are

Loves makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place." - Zora Neale Hurston