soo....
trying on clothes for a funeral that I know NO ONE there except my aunt, uncle and cousin...
intimiating...
all of them are Italian.. rich... high up.. sophisticated.. formal..
absolutely the opposite of what i am..
Do i go?
Would it be rude not to go?
I asked my aunt/uncle this plenty of times
same response,
"its up to you"
that does not help..

Pros....
I have never experieinced an Italian Funeral
my first funeral
I will probably meet some cute italians
i will get to buy a new dress
Sofia wants me to
Claudia "considers me part of the family"
I feel obligated to.. out of respect...

Cons...
I have to buy new black clothes..
I will know no one
the ceremoney is in all italian
I dddn;t even meet the lady that did pass away
I dont speak/.understand Italian
I havent been to a funeral
I will feel out of place/uncomfortable.shy/selfaware
I will mis my last opportunity to with my 2nd grade classroom

hmm...whatdo i do..?