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do you realize how much time i spend on you?
thinking..
thinking.. who you are with
wondering.. would you leave them to come visit me
hoping.. would you invite me to where you are
dreaming.. would you hold me tonight
wishing.. we could be together tonight
wanting you
and so i wait
phone clutched close
and so i wait
for the magical music that lets me know you care
and so i wait
hoping we have a chance
and so i remember
those nights we had together
and so i remember
the laughter we shared
and so i remember
how i feel when i am with you
and i wait
checking my phone..
hoping for some sign
nothing
and so i wonder
what did i do?
and so i wonder
why don't you want me?
and so i wonder
why i waited
and so i cry
wishing you were here to hold me
and so i cry
knowing that i wont have you
and so i cry
still clutching the phone close to me
and i wait