Well.
Here i am
Back at the beach
Feeling all the clothes on me.. and how they fit much closer to my body than they used to.
I cried about it
to him
and he said, "Well, DO something about it!"
I cried more
I HAVE been.. in terms of not eating.. sneaking in exercise moves here ant there..
but this morning
I said
I aM GOING TO DO IT
and i did it
i went for a run
well
walkrun..
I made sure not to walk more than a minute... and then ran/jogged for atleast 2 minutes.. or more.. and then walked a little.. over nad over..
AND I DID IT
I was so proud.
:)
Slowylly
one step forward two steps backwards..
Saturday night we had to take his grandpa to Fayetteville for osme holiday party.. LOTS of people.. LOTS of food.. me not knowing anyone except JP who was too far gone for me to interact with much anyway because his mind wa set on ONE THING.. getting some stuff..
so
yea
i ate a lot of chips (JUST the crumbs though.. ) and some of those white chocoalte homemade haystacks. a
and shrimp

but
starting today
with the run
im going to continue this.
Its not going to be perfect
its going to take time
But
I suuure do have a lot of that to spare...