Auditory and Visual Awareness Test

Ok.. Check this out..
It's an awareness test.. make sure your volume is up and you look closely.. it tests visual and auditory awareness..
I
pretty much
FAILED..

GOOD LUCK!!

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hmm... i wish that i could throw food around like this.. .



Persistence... poor puppy... though i remember doing this when i was a kid.. going up slides-a lot more tricky than it seems.. though i got the hang of it rather quickly..


and for one of my all time favorite clip.. :]

hope it makes you smile!! I LOVE the baby's facial expressions..

free write.. LET IT OUT!

i tend to not make commitments.
I tend to hold out for something else...
I always want to keep my options open.
There is something i want.. so badly..
and i keep waiting for it
i want him to come
i want him so badly
but it never will be
i keep imagining him off with his freinds
not thinking about me
i want that so bad though
to fall asleep in his arms
watching a movie.. listening to music.. watching the sunrise..
i just want to be there
so safe so warm
let that blissful feeling wash over me
i want to go home with you
but your either too much of a gentleman
or you dont like me.
so safe so warm
there in your arms
i can forget everything
i can leave it behind
so safe so warm
there in your arms
i want to melt into you

(_(_(_(_(_(-)_)_)_)_)_)

i used to be so small
so thin, so fragile
but i was hollow inside
monsters dominated my every though
i felt nothing
no happy no sad no mad
i felt empty
empty and alone

I am now so big
so uncomforatble with what i have become
but i love WHO i am
i feel now
I live now
I dont hide away anymore
i live my life
no more running around
giving away my life in return for assurance
that i am human that i am alive
now
now i run around giving out little tastes
of what its like to play with me
i dont need others to tell me i am alive
i feel the warm blanket as the sun wraps around me
i laugh-not just because i feel i should
i laugh because i cannot hold it in
when i hug, i pull them into me
i sit closer, talk louder, play longer, cry harder, hurt deeper, stay longer, fall further, crash deeper, fly higher...


(_(_(_(_(_(_(_(-)_)_)_)_)_)_)

and i hate calling people
i fear they are out there having fun
and then i interrupt them and the embarrassment kicks in
how could i think that they wanted to hang out with me?
i hear the voices and laughter in the background
they are having such a wonderful time
and where am i?
sitting in front of my hookah
wishing i had someone with me
as i feel it all
slip
between
my
fingers
.....

Goodnight Lulabye

Last night
I crashed.
At about 3 am I fell into my bed.. but i wanted to listen to my music.. but Julea was asleep in the next room..
Sooo
i put in my headphones.
Headphones are AMAZING..
you can hear the sound all around you.
Especaily if your eyes are closed.. laying back on your bed with the fluffy comforter.. feeling the cool breeze from the fan above.. drifting off.. hearing the music emulating from all around you..
I felt as though he was in the room with me.. a personal concert.. a goodnight lullaby.. just for me
soo many pretty images came to my eyes as i lay there.. letting the music pour over me..
and before i knew it, it was morning..




this one was pretty trippy... all of the different sounds coming from different areas of the room.. and then the image of Ariel floating around in the ocean.. the waves moving with the music..
mmm

I'm going to do this again tonight.. see where the other songs take me..

though... falling asleep while snuggling with someone is an open option too.. i kinda almost want that more.. let me know if your free tonight...

i am going to try this again tomorrow night..