on and off and off and on
im here
im there
im with him
i give in
i gave in
i did it
i love itwe shall see
hes good to me
no real complaints..
i love it

despite my dreams/nightmares
im going to accept life as it is
i cry'
because he leaves me for someone
someone prettier
smaller
tighter
whatever
anything
everything
and i cry
and he holds me
which makes me cry more
because i dont know
but now
im trying so hard to just accept the present
let it happen
enjoy it
and not worry or fear the future.