Things are slowly changing.. getting better..
in fact.. when i came back from driving his cousin to Wilmington His eyes were wide.. shiny.. normal.. they had that same mischievous look that i fell in love with.. he laughed the laugh i do enjoy..
He's getting off them.. for me.. for him.. for the future..
I like it when his eyes shine


but
no job in seattle :( After calling them day after day.. i finally realized my emails were being re-directed and so i found an email hidden among them from her.. saying they chose someone else..
i cried some more
but
at least i do have some other jobs calling me
and
if not.. i will be in friday harbor..