now what?

ROUGH TIMEs AHEAD!

I took him away from the source.. so.. things are still a little shaky.. but hes going to be over it soon..
I just cant sit around all the time.. that really is not me. I am not one to sit around all day. I need a job. I need people. I need movement. I need variety. I need excitement...
Once he figures out what to do with his life I will decide whether to pursue or to move off on my own.
If he goes to San Diego. I AM DOWN.
and why not? lots of opportunities.. a free place to stay... West Coast.. warmth... a whole new scene..
Or teach in Thaialand.
I would love to do that.. it just seems so unfeasible.. delayed gratification. I need things now. I really do.

and
i need to stop with the tattoos.
I love them
i really do
i do i do i do

i also love cheese
and bread
and my new thing now is STRAWBERRIES
chopped and dabbed in sugar.. mm...