Thanksgiving Stock up..

yeah... so wandering around the grocery store this evening.. thinking of what i could make for dinner.. I saw all the families.. the mothers.. the fathers.. the grandparents.. all stocking up on Thanksgiving foods.. heading home to love and warmth and hugs and families
I played the "I wonder whose going home.. alone.. no one for Thanksgiving.."
Only I won that award..
:(
Needless to say, I couldn't bring myself to buy anything..
though i did stand in front of the ice cream for a long while contemplating which one I should grab to devour..
None..
nothing
nada
nope
not gonna happen...

I need some friends.. family.. anything..
instead i suppose ill mix a drink and settle in for the night and worry about tomorrow.. tomorrow..
yep..

BUT i did get tickets to Panic on Friday.. I just hope he makes it back in time for us to go..
i worry still.. wonder.. hmmm..