Oka.y..
so i am gone..
no more Talisman for me :(
apparanttly.. it wasnt a "good fit" for me.. saying i needed to use my compassion and sensitivity and creativity somewhere where it could be utilized its best..
I cried
a lot
and hten i listened to my song
and i TRIED to let it go

Now.. i have NO idea what to do with my life

should i start over and go to Washington or Orgeon? start anew and fresh... finding all new freinds.. new life.. ?
Should i stay in the area and try to find another job here?
should i move back in with my parents?

and why am i so scared to make any decisions.. .
:/