More ramblings...

Love cannot be found in the countless M&Ms I eat....
No matter how many times I return to fill up my bowl of sugared fruit....
My mind can't even focus on the pleasure in the present without wanting to draw that pleasure out even longer. I don't want one piece of coffee cake, I want three. Are there actually people in the world who can eat one piece and not go for another slice because they actually don't want it and not because they would be embarrassed to be seen pigging out? How can anyone eat just one piece without tying themselves to the couch with a knotted up blanket?

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels

On my facebook.. I do "talk" to people... I "poke" people.. I chat with people on AIM... but nothing comes of any of this. They lead me no steps further to a real friendship. Everyone cares more about someone or something else.
Lots of empty promises... *poof*
"Yea, I'd LOVE to come over!"
Do I ever see them? ...nope..
Calling people.. texting them... any of them come over...


It's like taking me to the highest mountain, showing me the world, and saying this is what you can't have.

Bah...
A woman is often measured by the things she cannot control. She is measured by the way her body curves or doesn't curve, by where she is flat or straight or round. She is measured by 36-24-26 and inches and ages and numbers, by all the outside things that don't ever add up to who she is on the inside. And so if a woman is to be measured, let her be measured by the things she can control, by who she is and who she is trying to become. Because every woman know, measurements are only statistics and STATISTICS LIE

Then again...I think the reward for conformity is everyone likes you but yourself.