I made it back from Spring Break.
NOTHING went as planned.
We never went kayaking on the river because he wanted to visit his friend on the weekend while he wasn't in school and it wasn't until we were halfway there that his friend told us that he was not home.
So we detoured to Hendersonville and around 1 am got the phone call that his sister fell off the 2nd story balcony. So we jumped in the car and I drove him 6 hours back to his house so we could be there for her.
and we were there
for the entire week
it wasnt so bad
I got to super deep/spring clean their house.. cook them some dinner.. help out with anything and everything that I could.
The sister is okay. She broke her neck, pelvis, some ribs.. and has to wear a halo for 3 months. but shes a tough cookie and at home now.
I just got back to Augusta today. The silence and loneliness is settling in again.
The realization of how long i have is settling in.
the exhaustion
I am sick too.. which doesn't help.. congested.. coughy.. sore throat.. etc.

but music helps keep me going
I want to transfer over to Asheville area to finish my MAT program, but none of the programs in the area fit what I want... though it would make me so much happier to have that change..