Fuck food
thats all i have to say
and those who don't eat

and the fact i dont get to paddle in the place that is the most beautiful
when everyone i am around (JP and his fellow Crystal Seas-ers)
kayak
talk about all they went through
the fascinating
the fun
the hard
the harsh
the blah
the blah

and me
nothign
yea
i worked
all those days
thats it
worked
waiterss
wow
how exciting..

i dont look any smaller
dont feel any smaller
nope
Im trying so hard
but nothings working